3 weeks to go..

still no answer from the home office..

visa masuk since April..ingat everything was ok..(sebab biometric enrolment dah lepas)

but until now..hujung bucu passport pun tak nampak..

beginning to feel harapan balik amat tipis..

minus sunday tinggal 19 days mengharap passport sampai..

hubby cakap..its ok..tunggu 2 days before flight baru cancel ticket..

(if still no kelibat)

frust sangat..but still mengharap..

takutkan if we cancel early, like next week..a day after, passport sampai?

nyesal tak sudah cause dah let go ticket..kan?

cakap with mom..arghh..poor mom..nyesal habaq dia awal2..sebab tau if visa tak dapat kan lemah..

i feel her sadness bila bagitau berita tak best ni..

3 years tak jejak tanah malaya...but baru 1 year lebih tak jumpa mom (she came in dec 2007-jan 2008)

But yes, mom dah tua..tak larat nak travel lagi. And whats more, my FIL dah tinggal sorang kat Kampung..since my MIL pass away..tanya sekarang siapa teman kat kampung..he said dia kawan dengan kucing 3 ekor..use to be belaan arwah my MIL..sayang sangat kat depa bertiga ni..sampai demam kasi panadol and letak dalam blankie..kesian bapak..

arghhh..dont give up..teruskan tido di tepi lubang post anda..hoping for a miracle before the 17th!!

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